- Ko yaa nis qat si
- (from the Hopi language), n.
- Crazy life.
- Life in turmoil.
- Life disintegrating.
- Life out of balance.
- A state of life that calls for another way of living.
Often when depressed, I try to listen to really depressing music
as a way to … oh, I don't know … feel better? Match my mood? Depress
me so far down that I come through the other side?
For the past decade, the album Pretty
Hate Machine by Nine Inch
Nails has been the stand-by “depressed from Hell” album to listen to
(although sometimes a good Dennis Leary
rant does the trick) but I think I finally found the
“depressed music from Hell” that exactly matches my mood.
Koyaanisqatsi by Philip Glass. Dark,
brooding organ music (you could almost say “Gothic”) with a deep baritone
voice chanting “Koyaanisquatsi” over and over again. A perfect fit for my
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